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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on Apr 28, 2007 10:02:26 GMT -1
She nodded at his comment, wondering what John had to be sorry for. "You didn't do anything wrong...there's nothing to be sorry about. Things happen, crappy things. But they happen." She looked to Sam, then back to John.
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Post by John&Caleb on Apr 30, 2007 14:09:20 GMT -1
John just shook his head. " Ya crappy things always seem to follow this family, and lately I have felt like it is all my fault. I mean look at Caleb, If I would have convinced him more maybe he wouldn't have tried to make a deal with the Demon. If I would have done somthing a little more different maybe none of this would happen and we all would be alright."
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Post by Sam Winchester on Apr 30, 2007 17:51:09 GMT -1
"Dad..." Sam shook his head, unwilling to believe what his father was saying, "...you're the one whose been holding us together. Don't make any of this out to be your fault. We've all made mistakes. It's just luck; plain and simple luck." he sighed, "We can't keep blaming ourselves. Things just happen..."
I've seen the virus episode since I slashed my wrists and I'm still pretty sure I'm killable, it's just like any other virus...we've got vaccinations with a little bit of the virus in so that our body breaks it down and knows how to fight it (I'm sure Doctor Sammy could have explained that better). So since I'm a little demonified already, I'm immune. But those people who are immune to regular viruses aren't immune to shooting themselves in the head, so should I be immune to slashing my wrists? Or do you guys know something I don't? Rantings from a behind Englishman.))
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Post by John&Caleb on May 1, 2007 14:07:04 GMT -1
" Both of you are right. I just can't help,but feel that I should have protected all of you better. that Caleb and I should have protected you guys better. I know that shit happens. that there is only one way to end this all, but Caleb and I are hoping to find other ways." john said with a sigh.
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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on May 1, 2007 20:31:48 GMT -1
She folded her arms wand watched him remorsfully, she didn't know what to say to make him feel better, or any of them for that matter, all she had was the truth. "We're going to end this, with all of us standing. Like I just told my dad, I'm not leaving anyone high an dry in any sense. This bitch is going down." Her last statment was stated in a matter-of-fact tone.
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Post by John&Caleb on May 3, 2007 14:01:24 GMT -1
John looked at Sam and nodded and could help but laugh a bit at Spencer. " I know That I have kept this family together and I also know that we are going to kill this son of a bitch, But sometimes I just say some things I should kept to myself." He squeezed Sam's shoulder and kissed Spencer on the cheek. " I am going to go outside and get some air."
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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on May 4, 2007 21:16:14 GMT -1
She bit her lip and nodded, questioning to leave him alone...outside. "Just call if you need some help, okay?" She asked, giving him a calm look in her eyes, hiding her own worry." She looked to Sam, then back to John.
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Post by Sam Winchester on May 11, 2007 23:55:57 GMT -1
Sam smiled weakly at his father's squeeze of his shoulder, eyes looking up at him. It was comforting and almost soothing if the demon wouldn't get out of his mind. See you later, dad." he called after him under his breath, saddened eyes lingering on his back. Slowly, he sighed and leaned against the wall, his eyes returning to Spencer, "How's Dean?" he asked quietly.
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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on May 12, 2007 14:01:49 GMT -1
She crossed her arms again, watching his fleeting figure turn a corner. "He's okay, awake, aware..."Her voice trailed off, the thought of Dean had really scared her at the moment, but not necessarily of his current state but the fact of how much of a danger she was to him.
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Post by John&Caleb on May 14, 2007 19:14:21 GMT -1
John turned the cornor, and he let the tears that hung in his eyes fall. He quickly wiped them away as he walked out of the hospital spotting a bench. Walking over to it he sat down and for the first time since Mary died. John coverd his hands with his face and cried.
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Post by John&Caleb on May 19, 2007 19:05:40 GMT -1
John sat out there for a while and collected himself together. He stood up and started to walk to the truck. A lot of things had happened lately, He almost lost both his sons and his best friend.: When would this all stop." He said to himself, but he already knew that answer. He sighed as he opened the back of his truck and grabbed some things, along with the colt. This was going to stop and it was going to stop today.
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Post by Sam Winchester on May 20, 2007 21:20:16 GMT -1
Sam shifted his footing uncomfortably before giving Spencer a feeble smile. "I'm going to go get some coffee." he mumbled, pointing in the direction of the machine. "Do you want anything?" he asked, smiling again, trying to lift the depressed spirits.
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Post by John&Caleb on Jun 16, 2007 17:08:07 GMT -1
He walked back into the hospital, He has never been this deremined since Mary died. Every night that horrific night plays out in his head, he has tried everything to get passed it. There was always that little voice in his head saying that he could have stopped it from happening or that he was the one that was supposed to have died. As he contunied to walk past the waiting room and past Caleb and Dean's rooms he noticed that Spencer had gone back to her dad and that Sam was at the coffee machine. John Winchester hoped to walk past his son without being noticed, otherwise his plan was going to be a little harder then he had thought.
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