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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on Dec 15, 2006 17:27:21 GMT -1
She looked at him and sighed. "I did learn from the best and I am smart, I have yet to winde up in the hospital due to serious injuries other than broken limbs. The closest I have come to death is in the form of Astral projection which is completely different and much safer than a wandering spirit. I wasn't dead either, just...asleep" She never saw why it was so different. Most likely because sh ewas young and thought she was damn near invinciable. She could kick and guys ass no matter what, and that was a fact. Aslong as he wasn't over 300 pounds, that was much harder. But besides the point. Most likely because hse was a girl and full of anger and completely reckless. She had gone through eight cars in three years.
"Hence the word yet. You never know how fast it can hit. Don't get me wrong you an take a beating like no other, you just keep on coming but none of us are invinciable. So I can kick some serious ass, I took down Dean when I was like 7 then again I took a cheap shot but We all have our moments were we get knocked down." She paused, then sighed. "All i'm saying is you tell me to becareful and rethink it all, and I'm telling you the same thing."
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Post by John&Caleb on Dec 15, 2006 21:03:43 GMT -1
John just looked at her. She has never talked to him like that. " Spencer i know that Caleb and i can be over protective of you and the boys, but are all we have. If anything ever happend to you , Sam or Dean I don't think Caleb and I could carry on. There would be no reason to. I understand that you are tell me to becareful.. It is just hard to watch our kids do the same things we are doing. At least I know I always wanted better for Sam and Dean. I know you mother did. She never wanted you to become a hunter, and if she saw you right now she would kick mine and Caleb's asses. All we want is for you to becareful, we don't want to get that hauted phone call at 3am with a cop on the phone saying that we need to go down to the morgue to identify you. Caleb and I love you, I have always thought you as my daughter. We just want you to becareful Spencer that is all." John sighed. Why couldn't he say these things to Sam and Dean. What made it so hard to tell them how he felt.
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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on Dec 15, 2006 21:12:55 GMT -1
She nodded listening to him. She understood sometimes what they were getting at, but no matter what they said sometimes it just never stuck. And he was wrong, about her mother and she was sure of it. Thousands of years of hunters and why stop with her. Why would hermother teach her the things she did, and say she didn't want her to hunt.
"How od you think we feel. Do you know what it wold be like for us. I already had to go through the whole wondering 'why isn't my mommy come home yet'. Trust me when I say, it's awful.And i don't want it to happen to either of you. And I know you get where I'm going with this." It was strange as to how she could have a heart to heart with John and hardly Caleb.
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Post by John&Caleb on Dec 15, 2006 21:20:36 GMT -1
John rubbed the back of his neck. john couldn't relize how much Spencer is like Dean. They both have the heart to hunt. There were somethings that Spencer didn't really know about her mom. Somethings John promised he would never tell Spencer. He dosen't know if he could keep that promise. John knew no matter what he would say Spencer is going to do what she wants.
" I know your family has been in the hunting bussiness for years, I learned alot from your mom, but.. this isn't the rode your mom wanted you to follow, she knew one day you would. She was hoping it would be when you were older."
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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on Dec 15, 2006 21:26:09 GMT -1
Spencer nodded and laughed just a little. "I know she wanted it when I was older, but things were different then they were for my mom. I went on my first hunt when I was 14, I never went to a single school dance...because I was hunting!" That had alwasy made her laugh, she always loved ot have fun but proms were never considerd her type of fun.
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Post by John&Caleb on Dec 15, 2006 21:46:51 GMT -1
John laughed. " Spencer, your mom knew she was going to die. At first she didn't know when until she started hunting with me. she had figured out the date and everything. She never told me how she knew, but she made me promise her things. Things about you. She wanted to make sure you were going to be safe when she wasn't going to be around anymore." John shifted his bar stool a little.
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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on Dec 15, 2006 21:54:34 GMT -1
For a moment she could't breath, she couldn't think. Her whole mind was in a jumple and her heart roke just a little more. "You knew...she knew..which means Caleb knew." She looked at John with anger in her eyes. "You should have told me. What else is there, what else don't I know that you do?" She stared at him with daggers in her eyes. She always knew they knew some thing she didn't, but nothing like this.
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Post by John&Caleb on Dec 15, 2006 22:02:02 GMT -1
" Spencer.. We knew, but we agreed not to tell you that she knew when her time was up." John sighed. " Your mom loved you to death. She never wanted you to know.." he couldn't believe he was doing this. If Caleb knew that he was about to break the promise they agreed on. He would be dead meat, but he couldn't keep her in the dark. " That when your mom died I was with her, I tried to protect her, but she wouldn't let me.. That whole channeling thing she did.. she got real good and kept me away from her."
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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on Dec 15, 2006 22:09:26 GMT -1
She looked at him shocked, at first she had felt enraged but the feeling was washed away by a repressed feeling of sadness and shock. Why wouldn't they tell her, even if her mother made them promise. It was something no one should ever have to bare. A tear trickled her cheek.
"How did it happen?" She what had happened but not what, and the crime scene photos made her more away of how serious it was.
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Post by John&Caleb on Dec 15, 2006 22:53:50 GMT -1
John just looked at Spencer. " Your mom and I left you kids with Caleb, Which you and Dean were not happy about." he could just see the pain and sadness in her face. " After we left you kids there we had heard of some cattle mutliations(sp?) in a small town called Wingsfield which was an hour away from Caleb's place. We had been following the cattle deaths for a while and for some reason right around Caleb's town seemed to be the big spot for them. We looked in newspapers and such. the normal research information. when we got to the Wingsfield your mom said that she felt different that the people in this town seems scared and afraid. We always went with your mom's gut. We asked around and heard about a forset that some people had heard channting and screams from. we checked the forest out and nothing seemed to be wrong until a couple days later when your mom checked the area by herself. She had said that she saw odd symobls carved into the trees d there was a dried blood on the ground. I told her that we could check out again later, but she said she would do it and that she didn't want me to come. Your mom and I argued for a long time until she told me why. that she had been having visons of her death that she knew she wouldn't come back form this hunting trip. I didn't believe her i accused her of drinking to much. That night we went to bed, atleast I thought we did. I woke up to the sound of the impala leaving the parking lot. Luckly I figured out where she was heading and hot wired a car and beat her to the forsett. I told her that if she really thought she was going to die tonight that, she wasn't going in that forest alone. The next thing i knew I had a spliting head ache I could see straight and i had trouble hearing. I thought it was just me, I didn't know how much time had passed. Once i got myself together I ran into the woods, calling for your mom, but I was to late.. your mom.. she was already dead. " John finished holding back tears.
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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on Dec 15, 2006 22:59:54 GMT -1
She cried a little harder, listening to his explain. She didn't want to believe him, but there was no other alternative. She remembered that night quite vividly, she lied awake days on end crying.
She didn't have anything to say, just stiffled a sob and looked down at her hands. What was there to say?
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Post by John&Caleb on Dec 15, 2006 23:42:47 GMT -1
" Spencer I am sorry, I wish there was a way I could have stopped it from happing. I wish I could turn back time and save you mom, but she didn't want to be saved." John took one of Spencer's hands. " I tried.. I did."
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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on Dec 15, 2006 23:45:17 GMT -1
She nodded beleiving him and understanding. With her free hand she wipped away her tears. "I know." She sniffed, clearing her nose. "I wish I could go back intime too"
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Post by John&Caleb on Dec 16, 2006 1:02:38 GMT -1
John smiled at her a bit. " Caleb and I did what we thought was the best for you. I really wanted you to come with me and the boys, but since Caleb was all alone we figured that you would be better off with him.. I think we made the right choice."
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Post by Alexis Spencer Everest on Dec 16, 2006 1:06:20 GMT -1
She nodded. " I know. It was better than foster homes. Besides, Caleb was like a dad anyway. I always wondered if there was something between the two of them" he was reffering to Caleb and her mother, they alwasy were very 'tight'.
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